Against All Odds

[Shane:]
How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave without a trace,
When I'm standing taking every breath,
With you, ooohhh,
You're the only one who really knew me, 
At all.

[Mariah:]
How can you just walk away from me, 
When all I can do is watch you leave,
Cause we shared the laughter and the pain,
And even shared the tears,
You're the only one who really knew me at all.

So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
There's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face,
So take a look at me now, 
There's just an empty space,
If you're coming back to me it's against all odds,
And that's what I've got to face.

[Mark:]
I wish I could just make you turn around,
Turn around and see me cry,
There's so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why,
You're the only one who really knew me at all.

[Mariah:]
So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
There's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face,
So take a look at me now, 
So there's just an empty space,
But to wait for you is all I can do,
When that's what I've got to face.

Take a good look at me now,
Cause I'll be standing here,
([Mark:] Standing here)
And you coming back to me is against all odds,
And that's the chance I've got to take.

[Westlife:]
Got to take
Got to take

[Mariah:]
Ooh
Take a look at me now

[Westlife:]
Take a look at me now.

Frienemies

I may not be the most beautiful,  the sexiest, or the man with perfect body, but I'M DON'T PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE I'M NOT, i'm good at being me.

I might not be proud of some of the things  I've done in my past, but I'm proud of who I am today.

I aware that I have lot of FRIENEMIES who pretend to be a friend and then turn out to be just the opposite.

Please frienemies, I know u r joy with my failure, get close with me for specific reason, make fun of me behind my back, used me for whatever I can give, delight in my misery time, and find out about my life so you may gossip about it later. 

For this time being, please sympathize. I already lose my faith, my courage, and my destiny. It

Faiz, please always forgive your enemies. Remember all lesson being taught by our beloved Nabi prophecy Muhammad and God's promises. Always forgive ur enemies. You can confront them if you wish, but afterward you just have to move on. Rather than drive yourself crazy trying to figure out why someone who claimed to be your friend is trying to hurt you, you'd be better off just focusing your time on the real friends in your life. 

Why Stubborn?

a. You need a stubborn belief in an idea in order to see it realized.

b. Stubborn people get themselves in a lot of trouble, but they also get things done.

c. I've always been very stubborn, had a very clear will of what I want to do.

d. Because I'm the author of my screenplays I know what I'm looking for. It's true that I can be stubborn in demanding that I get what I want, but it's also a question of working with patience and love.

e. I was told 'no' a lot when I first entered to Puncak Alam, but I'm pretty stubborn! That's one of my faults and qualities.

f. Stubbornness and ignorance and determination are a very fine line from each other. I'm a very stubborn person, but not so stubborn that I can't learn new things and meet new people, but I have a one-track mind.

g. Well, I'm very stubborn. I think I have common sense; I'm probably at times a bit tunnel-visioned, but I'm strong.

h. I have opinions on everything. I'm a stubborn old mule. The biggest problem is keeping my mouth shut.

I am... stubborn, and I admit it, so it's OK.

Langkah Tercipta - UNIC

Semalam aku kelukaan,
kecewa kehampaan,
mencalar ketabahan,
mimpi yang sering ku harapkan,
menjadi kenyataan,
namun tak kesampaian.

Allah…
Inginku hentikan langkah ini,
bagaikan tak mampu untuk ku bertahan,
semangat tenggelam,
lemah daya,
haruskah aku mengalah,
namun jiwaku berbisik,
inilah dugaan.

Dan langkahku kini terbuka,
pada hikmah dugaan,
uji keimanan (menguji keimanan),
tak dilontarkanNya ujian,
di luar kekuatan,
setiap diri insan.

Allah…
Pimpinlah diriku,
tuk bangkit semula,
meneruskan langkah,
perjuangan ini,
cekalkan hati dan semangatku,
kurniakan ketabahan,
agar mimpi jadi nyata,
padaMu ku meminta.

Daku mohon agung kudratMu,
wahai Tuhan yang satu,
segalanya dariMu.

Memories Never Die

Things end. BUT the memories will last forever :')

Thanks to be part of my memories........

Penyesalan

Kini baru ku tahu rasanya perit ditinggalkan sebatang kera tanpa khabar tanpa rasa bersalah.

Benarlah, Allah itu Maha Adil dan Maha Kasih... Senantiasa memberi pengajaran dan peringatan pada hambaNya...

Syukurlah daku kerna masih diberi HIDAYAH dariNya...

Aku yang mengejar bayang cinta..

Kian terbiar

Terpendam kata

Tak terungkap selamanya

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa

Mahu memilikinya

Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya

Sungguh aku tak bisa

Biarlah ku sendiri

Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi

Cinta yang menyakiti

Biarlah aku pergi

Tiada hampa di hati

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa

Mahu memilikinya

Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya

Sungguh aku tak bisa

Biarlah ku sendiri

Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi

Cinta yang menyakiti

Biarlah……

Aku pergi

Tiada hampa di hati

Aku yang mengejar bayang cinta…

Don't worry if I argue with you. 

Start worry when I stop arguing with you because that's means there is nothing left to fight for.

"My pain may be the reason for somebody's laugh

But my laugh must never be the reason for somebody's pain"

09 Kehidupan : [ Nafsu & Akal ] Bahagian I

Kesempurnaan manusia berbanding makhluk ciptaan Allah adalah kerana dianugerahkanNya AKAL dan NAFSU.

Berdasarkan pandangan ulama tasawuf untuk menjadi hambaNya yang takwa adalah melalui kaedah pengaktifan 'hawa' dan mempasifkan 'nafsu' atau erti kata lain memaksimumkan potensi akal yang ditetapkan ALLAH swt sesuai dengan fungsinya.

Akal berpotensi memacu hati supaya dapat digunakan bagi berkomunikasi atau berhubung dengan Allah. Manusia yang tahu menggunakan potensi akalnya. pasti mampu berhubung dengan Allah melalui hatinya. Sebaliknya, manusia yang mengabaikan potensi akal sudah pasti menuruti hawa nafsunya yang cenderung melakukan kejahatan dan kemaksiatan kepada Allah.

[ Surah asy-Syams(91) : ayat 8-10 ]

وَنَفْسٍ وَمَا سَوَّاهَا- فَأَلْهَمَهَا فُجُورَهَا وَتَقْوَاهَا- قَدْ أَفْلَحَ مَن زَكَّـهَا- وَقَدْ خَابَ مَن دَسَّـهَا

Makna : “Lalu diilhamkan (Allah) kepadanya(manusia) kejahatan & ketaqwaan. Sungguh beruntung orang yang menyucikan (jiwanya). Dan sungguh rugi orang yang mengotorkannya.“

 Ayat ini jelas menunjukkan Allah mengilhamkan kepada jiwa manusia dua jalan iaitu kefasikan dan ketakwaan. Orang yang lebh tertarik kepada ilham kefasikan selalu menurut hawa nafsunya iaitu lebih cendorong kepada 'tarikan bumi' atau 'tarikan kebinatangan' atau 'tarikan kerendahan'. Manakala orang yang tertarik kepada ilham ketakwaan, pasti mengikuti perintah dan petunjuk Allah dan hatinya cendorong kepada 'tarikan langit' atau 'tarikan malaikat'.

Gunakanlah fungsi akal semaksimum dan betul.

Wassalam.